I don’t think I’ve ever had a mental breakdown. But almost everyone around me has, or always gets depressed. They then tend to look at me all weird saying I show no sign of that kind of emotion because I’m always “happy happy” and so I come out as the strange one for not being that way, or they think I’m “hiding it“. I Don’t really see why they get depressed, I’m living in the same environment or going through the same situation in some form as they are, but you don’t see me crying it out or having temper tantrums. Then when they do have their tantrums I seem to be in the cross fire and get attacked, and when i attack back, they get all pissy at me, as if its my fault!? That the words i say gets them even more depressed, hurts them “emotionally”. (yes i know I’ve been known to not attack physically but more verbally, & with a smile, which been said is even crueler, but that side of me rarely comes out unless I’m really PO). Well then don’t attack me you know? O_o As if you don’t say words to me too, you don’t see me complaining or depressing and blah blah. Get a grip in on your emotions. Maybe I’m just more mentally strong when it comes to such things?? I don’t know but it gets me pissed when i get attack in such a manner u_u Even more worse, when they ask me “what I feel towards a certain situation” @ first i wish not to share, but they insist and insist i tell them, and when I do, they go ahead and get pissed @ what i say!? Then later come back saying i don’t share my feelings with what going on or put my input, I don’t because its not like you care really, you just end up getting mad and then it turns into an argument. Sometimes i think people just want me to take pity in them, which im sorry its not gonna happen D: am I cruel? I don’t know, ugh….. Anyways lets move on shall we?
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I think sometimes two people could appear to be going through the same things, but people react differently. There’s nothing wrong with depression itself, though from what you said it just sounds like those peeople are doing it for the attention- and that’s stupid. You shouldn’t expect people to take pity on you, or complain and moan all the time- that’s not true depression. And as for not showing those emotions, there’s nothing wrong with it. You don’t need to have a certain feeling or have to say your feelings for every damn thing. And there’s nothing wrong being happy- that’s good! Not everyone is unhappy, and people shouldn’t think being unhappy is something good or neccesary. True depression sucks! Mental breakdowns and all those things aren’t nice and it’s a good sign you don’t get them!
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Sometimes I hate when people are depressed xD But then I have to remind myself that I have depression myself, though not all the time. THose people sound like they’re just looking for attention, or even they want something to be pissed at you for. But like Saya said, people react to different things differently. One person can be dumped by a guy she’s been with forever and bounce back, but another person can be dumped by a guy and be upset for months.
I feel like some people think depression is cool though. Like people look at you different if you’re depressed or something. It’s better to be happy xD Which is why I try to be. And its why you’re in a good position right now.
Tell them, “Cheer up, emo kid!” And give them a big smile. Maybe remind them about things they should be happy about. But its hard to help people when they’re in a depression. If your friends keep getting pissed off at you for sharing your feelings when they’re the ones who make you do that, just hang out with different people. Stay away from them for a while, or just yell at them until they get it through their heads xD Some people tend to be really thick-headed and need to have someone be mean to them.
i don’t think i experience mental breakdown either. xD i haven’t gotten depressed. maybe only being SO SO SO SOOO upset. i actually haven’t met people having that kind of problem so i don’t have an idea how it feels to have colleagues like that xD
Oh i never experienced that mental breakdown thing. if it would then i probably taking a nap at the hostpital lol. :( cus i ‘m quite anemic when i was little. :( btw, hey ruusu dear, missed you a lot. :( i got a chance to update my blog now. cheers! <been very busy. :)
Yeah I agree that a lot of that is just them trying to make other people feel sorry for them. Some people seriously need to rant it out though even if that includes being annoying towards people *sigh*
eep I always vote for you Vero ;D
Honestly I don’t think your going through the same exact things as those people but it is very wrong of them to attack you and getting pissed for the way you behave. It reminds me when people do things to me they think it’s funny but when I do something to them they get all pissed and think I’m the worst person in the world *sigh*
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yeah, there’s nothing wrong or weird with not being so emotional. i don’t think i’ve ever had a mental breakdown either. but i know how you feel when ppl start attacking you for it or when they force you to share your opinion. u_u tho mental breakdowns happen, it’s really sad when ppl want pity and can get quite annoying. they need to be told to get a grip on themselves and think about what they’re doing or saying, i think. *_*
ooh btw, i voted for you!! :D
Oh wow, you have such an original looking blog ^^; Very Nice~
Congrats on 4th place in that contest! And uh.. nice to meet you :D
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Maybe I’ve had a nervous breakdown, but I think it was me being all uncertain about the future. But now that I look back on it, I know that I went all emo and crap. Yea, you kinda tend to use all sense of logic and do/say stupid things =.= And I also think that they’re just trying to get you to pity them, and if you don’t they do get angry. Happened to me a few times =.= I hate college, they act like children still!