NO WHERE THAT’S WHERE!! At least at the way things are going at the moment T3T” So I’m not in school this fall, why cause of money problems, I was all excited to head back but then before i knew it the plans changed. Nobody wants to give me a job which = to no cash, the house rent just went up which means more struggle on our backs. Its just me and my mom now, my sis moved out and she said she help us, which was dumb cause she can barely pay her rent where she lives now. A family friend is trying to get me work at this company he works at so hopefully that goes through and i start working soon, so I can at least hope to go back to school next fall[even though my chances of getting my degree just got longer] and help out with the bills. My mom says to take out a loan so i can be in school but idk that’s like just adding more dept on our asses ya know :|, my sis has not even paid back her school loan from 2 years ago, so i don’t feel the need to add on to it. I dont really qualify for some or most scholarships i think and my FASFA has been withheld until i raise my G.P.A by like 2 or something points cause i got a low grade in my math class last time T_T, so how the hell can i raise it if I’m not even in school DX. Days like these really makes me think how the hell my dad manage to pay everything D: He really worked his butt of everyday , makes me miss him even more ._.[R.I.P]~~
Okay Enough of my gloomy mood 
Oh lol one last sorta bleh thing xD I’m not going to the diru concert DX again no monies lol but i might be able to go see suicide ali in Nov 7th i think, cause I’m getting some small orders to do layouts for a small fee at this site so hopefully i can get enough for that lol Gosh okay what has been going on with me O_O….. Um … Oh well my sleeping pattern has been wayyy off, I lasted 2 days with only like 3 hours of sleep together and i sorta been falling asleep easier now but not really like at 4am >_> then i wake up at 7 something am so that’s like 4 hours a day of sleep o.0, that can’t be good for the body or mind 
I applied for that payperpost thingie, so i can maybe make cash that way o.0 but I very much doubt i get accepted, because i don’t think I qualify, but whatever I’m still waiting for it to go through xD. As you can see the sidebar is to the right now and i removed some things lol i had the urge to rearrange stuff X_x.
You know what i want to eat so badly XD!!? Jajangmyeon!![Bean Paste Noodles] I always see them eating it in Korean shows and god it looks so good that i just wanna lick the screen rofl. I would try to make it my self but i would rather first know how its suppose to really taste in case i make it wrong , which most likely i would xD. However I haven’t found any places that’s sell it around here D:. I have to take myself down to Korea town sometime soon so i can try it =o=’ or maybe search online for the best place they make it at. Doesn’t it just look so delicious haha. Okay my tummy is growling now, I’m off to find myself some fooooooooooooooood :3
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Aw, everything will be okay. *hugs* I hope you get that job. Good luck with everything!
That black bean noodle looks so yummy! I wish I had some right now.
Oh man =( I hope everything works out… but you know craaaazy craaaazy stuff is happening with the economy now. Like really scary stuff… and you’re not alone. Pretty much no one can find a job.
I’m so bloody mad… why did SUICIDE ALI have to be playing on the same day as diru. WHY WHY WHY… -_-; But I hope you get to see them, they need as many people there as possible woot!
ahhh that food looks good but since I just ate… I’m feeling kind of woozy looking at it at the same time XD
I know how you feel D: nobody will give me a job at all! I need the money! @_@ To tell you the truth, after looking at the Jajangmyeon picture it looks kinda disgusting, I mean….the colors!!! xD But hopefully one day I can at least try it, it should be pretty darn good~
Sorry to hear money is tight Dx ..I know how that can be :x
NOO DIRU ;-;.. Yeah I cant go ether. sucks >:
Jajangmyeon.. I don’t think I’ll ever try that <_< cough.. then again I don’t think my stomach would be able to handle it. lol
I hope everything works out for you~
I TELL YOU. I DOUBT THAT THAT NOODLE IS DELICIOUS. XD korean foods don’t seem to attract me. :/ they smell bad.. especially that kimchi food. xD (well that’s what i think. o_o sorry if i offended someone eek)
good luck with your financial problem. hope you’ll be back back at school. and yeah, try those sites which can make you earn money through blogging. i haven’t tried but some of my blogmates do it and they seem to earn a lot o_____o
Hmm, maybe you can take like 1-2 classes as a part-time student (although I don’t know the cost of that) and that can maybe help your GPA? And you will find a job, just more and more interviews @__@ Don’t give up! I know you can do it =)
Omg, I want to eat kimchi and beef noodles =.=
oh no! i’m sorry to hear about ur financial and college problem!! ;_; it seems like it’s getting harder and harder to find money out in a world or to get/pay for education.
aaaaah, omg, i wanna see diru~ but they never come to where i live. v_v
i would eat that right now, actually, since i’m hungry (even after eating lunch. lmao!) :3 what sauce is that, tho? (soy?)
Happy Halloween Vero!
mm those noodles look good n_n
RUUSU-CHAN!!! I’M ALIVE!!!! HOORAYY!! XDD!
THAT FOOD MADE ME HUNGRY NAO! LOLOLOLLZZ XD!