woah who watched the Olympics? xD I sure did, but like the replays in the middle of the night haha. The opening and the closing were awesome @__@ I kinda hated Michael phelps cause he was getting way to much attention, it was annoying u__u But any who over all it was fun to watch the events i was able to catch on nbc4 :] Now to life career stuff O_O…I’m planning to change my major =o= cause I know I can be a great business person and run my own place, but the classes that i have to take for it, i just don’t think I’m gonna make it through them x_x” Its mainly the math subject classes that i struggle in, even with excess studying and tutoring i can’t get it to stick in my head, & you have to take like 937482 math classes -dies-. So I plan to change it [maybe] to my other great passion that i love studying, which is history! maybe i will study mythology and religion and transfer to Loyola university? o.0 I know a professor who teaches there so hey woot haha but i think he teaches law there since he is a lawyer haha. I told my mom but I don’t think she wants me to change majors, but we will see what happens I still need to do more research on the major, and what kind of jobs i can get, and the jobs are very limited -_-’ and they aren’t that great, but i probably could settle with being a mythology professor at a university, and no i wont teach high school or lower, i need serious people to teach x_x or a Archaeologists <333 & I would love to travel and make documentaries of such things and stuff. I have to ponder this decision very carefully.

Oh and my sister moved out, with her stupid boyfriend, bitch ;] lmao and I’m hoping to go to the diru concert with her, but of course he is coming to, but i told him not to try to talk to me alot cause he knows i don’t like him[more like hate him] and that ain’t changing anytime soon ;] anyways blah blah that stupid shit, i don’t feel like wasting anymore space on that haha. But yay diru coming back wootness. Oh and every since she moved out for some reason my friends been coming over in the late hours[12am-2am] more, so I just been driving around in their car or sitting and chatting with them lol, its fun :3 Oh in that pic, Karen is to the left driving and stef is in the right [u barely see her head lol] in the passenger seat and I’m in my comfortable spot in the back taking the picture ;] lol We are in her moms car cause hers broke done rofl Oh & I took a driving lesson from my uncle a few days ago, and almost hit our garage bahaha, i suck at the break part >_>’ So I have to go clean my room O_O cause my friend invited herself to sleep over my house tomorrow, or today O_o since its past midnight e__e But we gonna have fun haha and she is bring her play station, SHE IS GOING DOWN MUAHAHA, and puppy!! which might become mine if my mom lets me keep the puppy ._.’ Both of my friends wanna give me a puppy, Karen wanted to give me a chihuahua pup, and Stef wants to give me the one she bringing over. eek but its up to my mom ;0;. Alright time to cleaning and visiting ya’lls blogs C___C

I don’t think I’ve ever had a mental breakdown. But almost everyone around me has, or always gets depressed. They then tend to look at me all weird saying I show no sign of that kind of emotion because I’m always “happy happy” and so I come out as the strange one for not being that way, or they think I’m “hiding it“. I Don’t really see why they get depressed, I’m living in the same environment or going through the same situation in some form as they are, but you don’t see me crying it out or having temper tantrums. Then when they do have their tantrums I seem to be in the cross fire and get attacked, and when i attack back, they get all pissy at me, as if its my fault!? That the words i say gets them even more depressed, hurts them “emotionally”. (yes i know I’ve been known to not attack physically but more verbally, & with a smile, which been said is even crueler, but that side of me rarely comes out unless I’m really PO). Well then don’t attack me you know? O_o As if you don’t say words to me too, you don’t see me complaining or depressing and blah blah. Get a grip in on your emotions. Maybe I’m just more mentally strong when it comes to such things?? I don’t know but it gets me pissed when i get attack in such a manner u_u Even more worse, when they ask me “what I feel towards a certain situation” @ first i wish not to share, but they insist and insist i tell them, and when I do, they go ahead and get pissed @ what i say!? Then later come back saying i don’t share my feelings with what going on or put my input, I don’t because its not like you care really, you just end up getting mad and then it turns into an argument. Sometimes i think people just want me to take pity in them, which im sorry its not gonna happen D: am I cruel? I don’t know, ugh….. Anyways lets move on shall we?

Lets see well I change a few things around my blog :3 and got small plug-ins which aren’t that important/noticeable, but i liked them xD, like the calender the way in functions now, and the way a tooltip is displayed :D harhar. rofl, everyone my little side joy in music i think is that i like 50cent’s music, well at least some if it >.>’ strange? lol

Oh I finished reading the novel for phury for The blackdagger brotherhood, It was awesome, I loved it @_@!! If i go into detail I’ll never stop writing lol, lets just say it is recommended to read :3~ Tomorrow is the monte negro signing/performance @ Borders. I’m not sure if im gonna make it D8! But i hope i do ;0; I did a Fanlisiting for them yay i got it haha *.*”’ OH!! Last but not Least Can you guys go VOTE FOR ME *puppy eyes* for the hikaruhoshi wallpaper contest? Its to win a domain =D which really if i win im gonna use it to renew my fanlisting domain x3!!~ Okie that is all for today baiiiiiiiiiiissssssssss =D