I don’t think I’ve ever had a mental breakdown. But almost everyone around me has, or always gets depressed. They then tend to look at me all weird saying I show no sign of that kind of emotion because I’m always “happy happy” and so I come out as the strange one for not being that way, or they think I’m “hiding it“. I Don’t really see why they get depressed, I’m living in the same environment or going through the same situation in some form as they are, but you don’t see me crying it out or having temper tantrums. Then when they do have their tantrums I seem to be in the cross fire and get attacked, and when i attack back, they get all pissy at me, as if its my fault!? That the words i say gets them even more depressed, hurts them “emotionally”. (yes i know I’ve been known to not attack physically but more verbally, & with a smile, which been said is even crueler, but that side of me rarely comes out unless I’m really PO). Well then don’t attack me you know? O_o As if you don’t say words to me too, you don’t see me complaining or depressing and blah blah. Get a grip in on your emotions. Maybe I’m just more mentally strong when it comes to such things?? I don’t know but it gets me pissed when i get attack in such a manner u_u Even more worse, when they ask me “what I feel towards a certain situation” @ first i wish not to share, but they insist and insist i tell them, and when I do, they go ahead and get pissed @ what i say!? Then later come back saying i don’t share my feelings with what going on or put my input, I don’t because its not like you care really, you just end up getting mad and then it turns into an argument. Sometimes i think people just want me to take pity in them, which im sorry its not gonna happen D: am I cruel? I don’t know, ugh….. Anyways lets move on shall we?

Lets see well I change a few things around my blog :3 and got small plug-ins which aren’t that important/noticeable, but i liked them xD, like the calender the way in functions now, and the way a tooltip is displayed :D harhar. rofl, everyone my little side joy in music i think is that i like 50cent’s music, well at least some if it >.>’ strange? lol

Oh I finished reading the novel for phury for The blackdagger brotherhood, It was awesome, I loved it @_@!! If i go into detail I’ll never stop writing lol, lets just say it is recommended to read :3~ Tomorrow is the monte negro signing/performance @ Borders. I’m not sure if im gonna make it D8! But i hope i do ;0; I did a Fanlisiting for them yay i got it haha *.*”’ OH!! Last but not Least Can you guys go VOTE FOR ME *puppy eyes* for the hikaruhoshi wallpaper contest? Its to win a domain =D which really if i win im gonna use it to renew my fanlisting domain x3!!~ Okie that is all for today baiiiiiiiiiiissssssssss =D

Lmao sorry I’m all like “omg he’s so hot” for past few days >.>;; Cause i was watching fan mvs for the “dark hunter series” book and They choose this one Model/Actor to be a good choice as to play the leading role,Acheron, if it were ever to be made into a movie or tv show, and they choose Travis Fimmel. People he is a good choice and his just hubba hubba lmao me and yakeato were drooling over him :3”” Plus he was mention in the book a couple times so i say yes he needs to play that character xD ohohoh and The book for that series is coming out in a few days, of course its finally acherons story x0x but apparently there is gonna be two books for him so yay its not the last one :3 -happy happy- & there is gonna be a sign thing for it at a book store so i might go =D!!! oh yes thats Travis Isn’t he fine ;]? ahahaaha anyways oh sis finally bought the next book for the black dagger brotherhood series @_@ I can’t wait to read it after she finishes with it U_U” That one is about the character Phury :}~~ Gosh there is so many others books i want to go buy that are out , im such a bookworm lately O_O” …Oh I might be going to a concert on Aug. 5 to go see the band Monte Negro Yay they are awesome! Is it just me or do i just jump from topic to topic haha. n.n

Oh yes our bathroom and kitchen are finally painted and everything BUT they did a horrible job!! seriously me and onee could have done a better job ourselves u_u psh then the guy was all to my mom “recommend us to ppl” PSH AS IF! o_o Then the owner of the house came to inspect the work and we told them how they did and he was mad >.> eeeek i think the workers are gonna get in trouble. I fell bad but still its their job they should have done better. Wow okay i have to go visit all my blog buddies now, sorry for not commenting ya’ll D;