NO WHERE THAT’S WHERE!! At least at the way things are going at the moment T3T” So I’m not in school this fall, why cause of money problems, I was all excited to head back but then before i knew it the plans changed. Nobody wants to give me a job which = to no cash, the house rent just went up which means more struggle on our backs. Its just me and my mom now, my sis moved out and she said she help us, which was dumb cause she can barely pay her rent where she lives now. A family friend is trying to get me work at this company he works at so hopefully that goes through and i start working soon, so I can at least hope to go back to school next fall[even though my chances of getting my degree just got longer] and help out with the bills. My mom says to take out a loan so i can be in school but idk that’s like just adding more dept on our asses ya know :|, my sis has not even paid back her school loan from 2 years ago, so i don’t feel the need to add on to it. I dont really qualify for some or most scholarships i think and my FASFA has been withheld until i raise my G.P.A by like 2 or something points cause i got a low grade in my math class last time T_T, so how the hell can i raise it if I’m not even in school DX. Days like these really makes me think how the hell my dad manage to pay everything D: He really worked his butt of everyday , makes me miss him even more ._.[R.I.P]~~

Okay Enough of my gloomy mood
Oh lol one last sorta bleh thing xD I’m not going to the diru concert DX again no monies lol but i might be able to go see suicide ali in Nov 7th i think, cause I’m getting some small orders to do layouts for a small fee at this site so hopefully i can get enough for that lol Gosh okay what has been going on with me O_O….. Um … Oh well my sleeping pattern has been wayyy off, I lasted 2 days with only like 3 hours of sleep together and i sorta been falling asleep easier now but not really like at 4am >_> then i wake up at 7 something am so that’s like 4 hours a day of sleep o.0, that can’t be good for the body or mind I applied for that payperpost thingie, so i can maybe make cash that way o.0 but I very much doubt i get accepted, because i don’t think I qualify, but whatever I’m still waiting for it to go through xD. As you can see the sidebar is to the right now and i removed some things lol i had the urge to rearrange stuff X_x.

You know what i want to eat so badly XD!!? Jajangmyeon!![Bean Paste Noodles] I always see them eating it in Korean shows and god it looks so good that i just wanna lick the screen rofl. I would try to make it my self but i would rather first know how its suppose to really taste in case i make it wrong , which most likely i would xD. However I haven’t found any places that’s sell it around here D:. I have to take myself down to Korea town sometime soon so i can try it =o=’ or maybe search online for the best place they make it at. Doesn’t it just look so delicious haha. Okay my tummy is growling now, I’m off to find myself some fooooooooooooooood :3

Okay I don’t even think i wrote the title correctly xD, its suppose to say “Zero song, and new layout” bahaha i wonder if anyone can like correct me >_>”’ [Ish learning], & i know there is like accent marks missing in them, but wordpress kept erasing them T_T so i just wrote it without them :O. So anywho..as you can see i has a new layout :}, yes i changed it again, Perdon[spanish= to sorry] D; I has problem with changing stuff alot. & i was kinda getting tired of dark colors So what you think of the new one :3? Im not a fan of sug and i rarely listen to zoro but i just liked the images so decided to use them in the layout xD Its very collage like e__e”’ … Okay now on to the next part O.O, I finally downloaded the song Ling by Alan Kuo, that i’ve been wanting since like forever. Its from the Taiwanese show “Mars” I believe that’s the first Asian show i saw longs time ago, when it aired in channel 18 o.o, It just plain awesome & i think its the first manga i ever read too xD You should all read/watch it if you haven’t yet ;] & here is the song so you can listen to it DOWNLOAD SONG & the song lyrics, both in English & Chinese Mandarin for your viewing pleasure ;D Lyrics-O @ LJ Talking about music o.o I was gonna watch the MTV VMA but i missed it -o-” I’m hoping they will pass a re-run in channel 63 since i know that channel tends to pass re-runs of mtv shows o-o” ~~

GOOD NEWS!!!!!!!!! Thanks to all your hope in wishing me to keep the pup, my mom said i can keep it :D!! Yuuki is mine yay x3 It shweeping ;3 & that’s my onee-chan holding him, or at least of what u can see of her xD, hhmm did i ever post a pic of onee here e.e’ lol next post I’ll post one of her so u can see her xD lmao not that you care I’m sure rofl. GAAH! i feel sad now when i look at Yuuki cause I’m reminded my my doggie that passed away, pulgosa D;, not good feeling……. anywho …… Im sleepy, but I don’t feel like sleeping =.=”’ Oh my friends came over yesterday and me and karen had a dumb moment XD its half caught on video, if my internet wasn’t galy slow I’d upload it D: -kills internet-, hmm i’ll see if i can get it loaded somewhere else. oh and i made a sign thingy on my about section, i look “bahaaha” …Okie farewell, I has nothing else to blog about ……~~~ :0